Twice in two weeks now my grandmother has tried to guilt trip me, when she didn’t get what she wanted last week she got my mum to get me to feel guilty, all that did was make me angry. This week she has again tried to get me to feel guilty, well now I’m furious. How dare she, I’m not going to let her get away with it. If she wants to see me she can come and see me because I’m on grandmother visiting strike.


Doctors appointment

Off to the gp this morning with sinus issues. I’m feeling frustrated with the dryness and the increased nose bleeds and pain that I’m getting at the moment.

Feeling frustrated

I love my grandmother but when I told her I was working it was almost as if I was working too hard. I work a long week following a short week and this week is my long week so I told her that. I was made to feel as if I was unappreciated. I don’t know how to deal with her at the moment she is always making me feel like I’m not worthy. Help

Holiday leave

Holiday leave starts today and what happens? It is horrible weather and I develop a stomach bug, don’t you just love it. Knowing that it’s not ibs but frustrated with nausea and diarrhoea is not nice. To make matters worse get a text from my grandmother basically telling me to visit her tomorrow erm not happening just because I’m off work doesn’t mean that I’m free to visit. I hate how she always makes assumptions that because I’m off then I must do what she wants . I really get frustrated with her attitude and the way that she treats me like a child, she never listens and assumes that I’m free for her. It’s like the expectation that I can do filing for her because of my college course in business management and then she tried to make me out to be the bad person in front of my parents. Sorry for the rant feeling particularly frustrated today.

Bad day

Hot water bottle helping my back for the third time today, could barely walk earlier was in that much pain. Sitting getting Gaia cuddles which I very much enjoy and appreciate.

However, last night at work and I’ve no idea how I did it but I managed to phone the police using my emergency settings on my phone. The case was closed and I apologised profusely however, I’m putting it out there and whoever answered I want to apologise again, I hope that it will never happen again.