Looking forward to my holiday in June disappointed that my gorgeous wee boy won’t be with me but still be nice to catch up with friends and get away from the front door for a few days.  I know that it’s a caravan holiday but that’s making me all the more nostalgic.  


Six weeks since you crossed the rainbow bridge and not a day goes by when I don’t think of you.  My heart breaks not having you jump about and bark at the dogs on tv.  I love you wee boy xxx

Emotional hurt

The worst hurt a person can feel is emotional.  When a so called friend bullies you or suddenly starts to ignore you for no apparent reason the hurt can be unimaginable.  Having been bullied at school for various reasons, I swore that I would never let anyone do that to me again.  However, recently, I’ve been let down by a so called best friend, we’ve been friends (and I use the term loosely) for 16 years when suddenly (in my eyes) she stopped speaking to me and didn’t return my messages or texts.  Towards the end of the year her husband left the company that we both worked for and started a new one with his mates.  I think, looking back that this is why she stopped speaking to me.  However, we were friends before he started working for the company I would have thought that we could be friends afterwards but this was not to be.  Recently, I decided that I would rather not be her friend than to be hurt any more so I took the next logical step, I deleted her number from my phone and I unfriended her on Facebook.  These were my decisions, and they are the best things I did.  I wish her all the best in her future endeavours however, I cannot forgive her for her behaviour towards me and my family.

Heart ache

On Thursday passed I made the heart wrenching decision to help my wee dog cross the rainbow bridge.  I consider myself lucky to have been owned by him, loved and cherished in return.  I smile and carry on as normal but inside I’m aching the slightest thing makes me tear up.  While I know and understand that I did the right thing for him it doesn’t make it any easier I miss my wee boy so much.

Wee trip out

I went to Glasgow today for the first time in ages.  I can honestly say that I’d forgotten how much I enjoyed shopping there.  Yeah the weather wasn’t great but still had a great day.  I went to a preloved sale but unfortunately didn’t buy anything due to too many people and everything being rammed in.  I was successful in bravissimo the girls in that shop are amazing thanks.  I don’t do that very often but it’s nicer on a Sunday less crowded and more relaxing to wonder about.  I’m a bit sore and tired now after the journey but it’s nothing I can’t cope with.