I’m feeling frustrated today that I will be at work and will have to put up with the bitching and backstabbing in there. It’s not enough that im in constant pain and felt guilty last night with the pain I was in that I apologised to a colleague for not being good company (she was great and understanding) but tonight im on sleep over and I always worry about them because of the pain and my back going into bad spasms that I can’t stand up and this results in me not being able to effectively support the clients. This is my big worry. I hope that I get a new job soon so that it is one less thing to worry about.
On the plus side, I’m loving having a fur baby in my life again. Gaia is my world and she is such a sweetheart, I love her and my family. Without them I would not be able to enjoy them.