having just been to the gp for new antihistamines after taking double the normal dosage for the past few days. It feels good to be listened to and to feel that what I’m feeling is not just imagination. I’m happy to have been listened to instead of coming away thinking that it is all in my imagination. It is frustrating to be in pain so much to feel like my head is going to explode, when my back is bothering me I struggle to walk. I’m looking forward to going to see the ENT specialist at the hospital so that I can show him what I have written as I refuse to come away crying feeling like I’m not being listened to.